November 19, 2022 ***Warning this essay contains a frank discussion about suicide.*** If you find this triggering please call 833 456 4566 In our last article, “The Damned Question”, we established that this realm is essentially a prison, or as some will have it, hell on earth. The evidence that we are serving time in […]

November 8, 2022 A couple of weeks ago the Nanny and I were talking, and as is her way, she took our talk to a whole different level. We had started somewhere around how hard life is, you know, money, inflation, and how people suffer. Then soaring past where my head was just then, she […]

November 2, 2022 I had arrived home earlier that afternoon, I had been on the road for my typical 21 day tour and getting home, I was tired. I had made myself something to eat, and had had a wave of sleepiness come over me and had almost done a face plant in to my […]

October 29, 2022 I was startled awake by some dumb fuck pounding on my truck’s door, sleepily I clambered out of the bunk and found the driver of the truck beside me telling me that the shipper wanted me. Right, the shipper, where was I? I had got there about at around 6 in the […]

October 22, 2022 It was one of those glorious early spring days, the sun was warm but, the wind was sharp and reminded you in no uncertain terms that winter was not done with you yet. My best friend and I were walking home from school, and we had stopped in the lee of the […]

October 15, 2022 So I am sat in a rest area 10 miles or so out of Fairbanks. I have the hood open, I am stood on the engine with my spray bottle of glass cleaner and am hurriedly squigying my windshield while trying not to get eaten alive by the Jurassic sized insects. I […]

October 7, 2022 It was a really shitty year, it was the tail end of a relationship that was a dead, bloated, drowned rotten corpse, this thing that I had called a relationship with the leprechaun. I had really come to despise her, for the previous several years, she had returned to alcoholism, and while […]

September 16, 2022 As a young boy, 10 – 11 years old, I did quite a lot of reading, most of it was about the early Arctic explorers, the search for the North West Passage, or about getting to the North Pole. What I did not realize then, was that symbolically, I was internalizing the […]

September 10, 2022 This business about duality is strange, how do we really know that we are two things at once? That we are both flesh and blood and ethereal spiritual beings at the same time? How do we better understand that vibration and frequency is the key to all? And where does our flesh […]

August 28, 2022 So last Monday I did something I thought would never happen, I went to a Duran Duran concert. Not because I’m a fan, I’m not. But because of the Nanny, she wanted to, and had since she was 14 years old and her Mother, had said you’re not going, something to do […]