May 19, 2023 I had loaded in San Diego CA, I had just enough hours left of my 70 to get to the TA truck stop in Ontario CA. Once there I was going to have to sit for 24 hours so I would get back 6 hours on my 8th day, after which I […]

May  10, 2023 In our essay “Who What The?!” I made a rather startling claim, that I met my 2nd officer who had been with me during a battle in another realm/lifetime.  Needless to say, the moment of that revelation was more than a little uncomfortable. I at first thought that the guy was nuts, […]

April 30, 2023 I had left Burnaby, BC and made 3 deliveries across the American South East, I had emptied out in Little Rock, AR. My pick up was supposed to be my load home, but no, instead, I was now in Nashville, TN picking up the milk run. The milk run was where we […]

April 23, 2023 Back in the mid 1990s while I was floundering around trying to find a reentry point for my Grail journey, I was reading a lot of different material. Most of it was interesting, and was specific to whatever subject, as one would expect from a book. A lot of it was about […]

April 13, 2023 A cold, rainy, spring day in 1995 saw me in Hawkesbury, ON. I was picking up a load out of this tiny three dock warehouse.  When I had arrived at the customer I was not feeling right, I just felt out of sorts physically. It turned into a really stupid long day […]

April 7, 2023 I was on my way out of Toronto, an Alberta Clipper was dumping 30cm of snow on south/central Ontario. I had spent most of that day at my coffee shop chatting with whoever was there, and I had felt all fucked up, really disconnected from myself. My load out to Newfoundland was […]

March 26, 2023 Back in 1973, British author Sir Arthur C Clarke, wrote a series of science fiction novels co-authored with writer and engineer Gentry Lee, a trilogy surrounding the ideas first presented in the first book of the trilogy, Rendezvous with Rama. In the first novel, a 30 kilometre long cylindrical object is spotted […]

March 11,2023 It has been a few weeks since my last post, no I was not abducted by aliens, nor because of the content found here, has the church or government threatened me. Instead I have been somewhat distracted by a health concern, no not Covid, nor any other major concern. I will not go […]

February 10, 2023 As a 9 or 10 year old child in Sunday School at Bendale Bible Chapel, I shocked my teacher, and proudly announced that Moses was talking to space people when he received the Ten Commandments. This revelation had come to me while I was reading my children’s bible. I am not exactly […]

January 22, 2023 Some of the most fundamental questions that we experience are, why are we here? What is our purpose in life? And after being here awhile, we ask, why does it have to be so hard? These two latter questions are really one and the same, because our purpose here is hard, we […]

January 7, 2023 An Empath is not born as one, most of us are created, usually because of some type of personal trauma. This of course comes in many forms, physical, emotional, sexual, spiritual, and everything between. I was created when I was 15 years old, this through years of abuse, both at home and […]

January 1, 2023 My maternal Grandmother, my Nana, for most of us our memories of our grandparents are quite special. My maternal Grandfather died when I was quite young, I was 2 or 3 when that happened. To this day I can still remember the smell of his pipe and the tobacco blend he mixed […]

December 12, 2022 I was sat at my customer this morning in Montreal, Quebec waiting for dispatch to figure out where I was away to next, and I was reading my last article “Clueless”. I made something of a discovery, something that in all the almost 20 years between the events, I had never thought […]

December 5, 2022 February of 2003 saw me down in Tulsa, Oklahoma, I had just picked up a load of fabric, 24 skids of it that weighed about 3,000 lbs. I was unhappy about that, I was too light considering that they were forecasting a nasty winter storm that I would run in to as […]

November 23, 2022 Well here I am, sat in Wyoming, On, at a little mickey mouse Flying J truck stop. The only thing here that FJ actually runs is the fuel pumps, the store and restaurant are independently owned. I was always surprised that a proper truck stop was never built here, it’s only about […]

November 19, 2022 ***Warning this essay contains a frank discussion about suicide.*** If you find this triggering please call 833 456 4566 In our last article, “The Damned Question”, we established that this realm is essentially a prison, or as some will have it, hell on earth. The evidence that we are serving time in […]