Greater Understandings Part 3 – Getting It

***Warning, this essay contains a frank discussion about suicide.*** If you find this triggering please call 833 456 4566 August 7, 2022 The Holy Grail, what an incredible journey. It is truly a remarkable thing that we have discovered, and it is a thing that we should be furious about. The Christian church has tried […]

Sexy Devil

July 27, 2022 As we have learned, the Bible is about an alien race called the Annunaki, they came to Earth to mine our PGMs to save their world. The effort they made was extensive in that at their height of operations, there were about 600 of them on Earth. Between their large scale construction […]

Diablo, Searching For The Look

July 17, 2022 It is fascinating that for more than 900 years the Devil had no uniform description. It was thought that since witches and sorcerers were slaves to him, they must know what he looked like. The Bishops of the medieval period excused their own lack of knowledge about this by saying, that they […]

Diabolical Silliness

July 14, 2022 This may seem an uncomfortable topic, but it is one that out of necessity we must explore. As our Grail quest continues, we will continue to disavow the church and find the truth, no matter how obscured it is. We have learned quite a bit about some of the bible’s main characters, […]

Dark Imaginings

July 6, 2022 This biblical stuff, it’s a tough nut to crack and find the truth inside of it. As we have discovered in our recent series on Jesus, and his Essenes, we have found that the truth is very different from that which we have been taught. Many people will not accept the truths […]

Recap Forward

July 3, 2022 I have really wanted this Blog to be a celebration of life, my life. In many ways it is, we have explored in some depth some of the horrific events that were part of my journey, and how those events allowed for a far greater understanding of what was truly happening to […]

Saturday The Sabbath

June 29, 2022 Have you ever looked at the Gospels and just said, Why in fuck’s name, do they have to be so god-damned uninformative? And have you ever then gone to your clergyman/woman and asked? Their answer was probably something along the lines of, keep coming to church, and studying the bible at home, […]

Consider This

June 25, 2022 Friday, June 24, 2022; a sad and unfortunate day for the the whole of the United States of America. Roe vs. Wade was reversed by the Supreme Court. A woman’s right to abortion and really, her health was taken from her with the stroke of a pen. Quite frankly I am disgusted […]

The Mansion and Her Twenty-One Grams

***Warning this essay deals with suicide and the mechanics of the deed.*** If you find this triggering please call 833 456 4566 June 14, 2022 I was 16 years old for a seemingly very long time, I like to kid about and say I was for at least five years. Those last two or three […]

* Warning, this essay deals with suicide, and rape.*

If you find this triggering and need help, please call 833 456 4566 The Mansion and My Brother June 8, 2022 My brother is an asshole, sorry but there is no way to sugar coat that, he simply is an asshole. To date I have not spoken to him in 25 years, and I really […]

Ice Water Mansions Revisited

May 27, 2022 Mom had killed herself the night before, my 17th birthday. I was stood leaning against the counter where the dishwasher was. My father was stood glaring at me from few feet away, stood in front of the kitchen sink. My brother was stood in the doorway that was the vestibule to the […]

The Friday

May 27, 2022 During the last few weeks we have learned quite a bit about Christ and the people around him. Distressingly, we have learned that the church has perpetrated a lie for the last couple of thousand years, and we have learned that Christ himself was something quite different than what we have been […]

He Didn’t Go Viral

May 11, 2022 When the Shaw of Iran fled the country back in 1979, Iran was in the midst of a revolution. Of all the people who made that happen, the most noteworthy personality was the Ayatollah Khomeini. It was odd how he affected the people of his homeland, considering that he was in exile […]

It Was Unexpected

May 2, 2022 I was up in Dead Horse, Alaska. The storm had blown in that morning. It was now around 2200 hrs and I had spent most of the day curled up snug in my bunk. I had been startled awake by what I was not sure of, it had either been the violence […]

Order From Chaos

April 21, 2022 Normally my essays do not need to be read in any particular order, however my last few beginning with “Political Jesus” should be to gain the most from them. When I was a young child I had been thoroughly indoctrinated into my my parent’s beliefs, mostly my mother’s. She was a Presbyterian […]

Greater Understanding – Part Two

April 10, 2022 This thing called the Holy Grail, how do we best understand it? From where do we enter into the subject and make it our own? Is it just a single thing? Does it only cover a single subject or person? There are purists out there that insist it is just a legend […]

Lazarus

April 18, 2022 It was not long after Jesus began his mission that John the Baptist was arrested because he had pissed of Herod-Antipas, the Governor of Galilee. Antipas had married Herodias the divorced wife of his half brother Phillip – Thomas, and John the Zadok repeatedly condemned the marriage in public declaring that it […]

Serenity

March 7, 2022 We began this fantastic grail journey by learning about the chaos that was my early years. We spent quite a bit of time there because it taught us about how the universe works, the whys and hows of the shit we go through. As we continued our quest we further learned about […]

Guardians of the Grail

March 30, 2022 We left our last article just scratching the surface of our look at angels, let us now delve a little deeper. We know the difference between a regular angel and an archangel, and we know that either could arrive by what can only be mechanical means. Some call Cherubim angels, you know, […]

JC and the Wise Guys

March 21, 2022 The sons of Zebedee, the sons of thunder, this is but one example of the code that the Essene used, Thunder and Lightening were the titles of two high ranking ministers of the sanctuary. The symbolic titles came from the events at Mt Sinai, as described in Exodus 19:16 when thunder and […]