Recap Forward

July 3, 2022 I have really wanted this Blog to be a celebration of life, my life. In many ways it is, we have explored in some depth some of the horrific events that were part of my journey, and how those events allowed for a far greater understanding of what was truly happening to […]

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Machbenah

April 17, 2021 So we remember this guy, Mr. Hiram Abif, the only reference I can find in the bible is Genesis 49:6, which talks about a killing of a Theban King. The book of Ezekiel talks about the prophet forcibly getting rid of all things Egyptian, and bringing the Israeli’s back to YHWH/ENLIL. I […]

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Spiritually Unprepared

February 21, 2021 The night my mother suicided, the night I turned 17, my birthday, I believe my mother’s spirit came to me, and it was an unfortunate experience. Why? Whatever it truly was that descended upon me that night as I walked along Ellesmere Rd in Scarborough. It was black, stygian black. There was […]

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Templars, Cathars, and the Dove.

August 2, 2020 A lot has been written about the Knights Templar, it really was a spectacular institution, and its demise took place some 700 years ago, but just think about how its history is a continuation of the Grail’s history, and how that stretches back 450,000 years! No single other human organization can lay […]

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