The Church And The Devil’s Work

September 28, 2022 When I was a child, I wanted my God to be a God of love, warmth, perfection, safety. What I found instead was a god who was pretty scary. He kicked his creation out of the Garden of Eden because they liked sex. He destroyed the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah because […]

Greater Understandings Part 3 – Getting It

***Warning, this essay contains a frank discussion about suicide.*** If you find this triggering please call 833 456 4566 August 7, 2022 The Holy Grail, what an incredible journey. It is truly a remarkable thing that we have discovered, and it is a thing that we should be furious about. The Christian church has tried […]

Dark Imaginings

July 6, 2022 This biblical stuff, it’s a tough nut to crack and find the truth inside of it. As we have discovered in our recent series on Jesus, and his Essenes, we have found that the truth is very different from that which we have been taught. Many people will not accept the truths […]

Recap Forward

July 3, 2022 I have really wanted this Blog to be a celebration of life, my life. In many ways it is, we have explored in some depth some of the horrific events that were part of my journey, and how those events allowed for a far greater understanding of what was truly happening to […]

The Friday

May 27, 2022 During the last few weeks we have learned quite a bit about Christ and the people around him. Distressingly, we have learned that the church has perpetrated a lie for the last couple of thousand years, and we have learned that Christ himself was something quite different than what we have been […]

Serenity

March 7, 2022 We began this fantastic grail journey by learning about the chaos that was my early years. We spent quite a bit of time there because it taught us about how the universe works, the whys and hows of the shit we go through. As we continued our quest we further learned about […]

JC and the Wise Guys

March 21, 2022 The sons of Zebedee, the sons of thunder, this is but one example of the code that the Essene used, Thunder and Lightening were the titles of two high ranking ministers of the sanctuary. The symbolic titles came from the events at Mt Sinai, as described in Exodus 19:16 when thunder and […]

Eighty Two

March 9, 2022 Jesus’s descent from the blood royal of the Annunaki really messed him up. It led to all kinds of questions, the major two being, was he the son of man, or the son of god? These questions were sort of moot because he was both. Paul’s Epistle to the Romans 1:3-4 says […]

Thoughts

January 26, 2022 Yesterday was fucked up, I took my truck in to the shop to have them replace the windshield washer fluid pump, 6 hours later having had to switch trucks and move all my kit in to a new truck I finally got out of there. Then because of that delay, my load […]

Unholy Zeal

January 13, 2022 How it was just before the Spanish arrived. The Mexica, I wish that I had a better understanding of their history, from what I know they began their journey to the central highlands of Mexico from the or what would become, the present American states of Utah, Arizona, Nevada. I am not […]

What Was She?

December 4, 2021 The Sumerian record answers many questions about the bible, and our creation, but those answers are incomplete. In the course of our studies here, we have learned that an advanced alien species called the Annunaki came to Earth to mine our PGMs (Platinum Group Metals) to save their home world called Nibiru […]

A Moon Repurposed

August 8, 2021 Who am I to question NASA or the other experts on Mars? I do not, at least on matters of fundamental science. They say that Mars has been a dead planet for billions of years; I question that number. As far as I know, organic matter has never been discovered there, and […]

Why The Covenant (Part 3)

July 31, 2021 There were fourteen generations – 490 years between Abraham and King David, the Israeli who can be seen as the one who received the reward promised by the covenant. That seems an awfully long time to wait. The thing that we must remember though is this, we are not dealing with human […]

Why The Covenant (Part 2)

July 30, 2021 The land of Canaan would be the inheritance of Abraham’s descendants but Abraham would only be a pilgrim (He was so much more than that) there. On his journey to Canaan there were seventeen places that Abraham visited recorded in the Old Testament. Each of these places are important in the history […]

Why The Covenant (Part 1)

July 27, 2021 Our former overlords, the Annunaki – who from heaven to earth came, theirs is a story, that is so inextricably linked to ours that we cannot see the forest for the trees. It is thanks to them that we have four major world religions, Judaism, Christianity, Islam, and Hinduism. The latter remembering […]

El Shaddai is Enlil

June 14, 2021 In a previous article we talked about my grandfather, and father, the discussion was about the harshness of their lives. We also touched on larger issues such as terrorism, and natural disasters. We posed a couple of questions as well, one, where was god? And two, a far more complex question, just […]

Not My Favorite Topic

Someone once asked me if I believe in UFOs, I replied had he ever read the Bible? He said no, I recommended that he did because the bible is about people who came to earth in UFOs and proceeded to create humans. The main reason for our creation was to act as slaves for these […]

Royal Arch Part 2

May 3, 2021 Clouds and darkness are round about him; Righteousness and judgment are the habitation of his throne. A fire goeth before him, and burneth up his enemies round about, his lightening enlightened the world; the Earth saw, and trembled. The hills melted like wax at the presence of the Lord. Psalm 97: 2 […]

Royal Arch Part 1

Why Me?

March 20, 2021 Apparently it is rude to poke someone in the forehead and say, “skip intro” when they start talking to you This was my first impression of the bi-sexual fag coward petty criminal that my ex-wife was fucking. I knew upon first sight of the loser that he was that, a loser, and […]