Consider This

June 25, 2022 Friday, June 24, 2022; a sad and unfortunate day for the the whole of the United States of America. Roe vs. Wade was reversed by the Supreme Court. A woman’s right to abortion and really, her health was taken from her with the stroke of a pen. Quite frankly I am disgusted […]

The Mansion and Her Twenty-One Grams

***Warning this essay deals with suicide and the mechanics of the deed.*** If you find this triggering please call 833 456 4566 June 14, 2022 I was 16 years old for a seemingly very long time, I like to kid about and say I was for at least five years. Those last two or three […]

Ice Water Mansions Revisited

May 27, 2022 Mom had killed herself the night before, my 17th birthday. I was stood leaning against the counter where the dishwasher was. My father was stood glaring at me from few feet away, stood in front of the kitchen sink. My brother was stood in the doorway that was the vestibule to the […]

The Akasha

February 8, 2022 This whole subject of the Holy Grail really upsets people, I guess we should not be overly surprised by that. I mean after all, we are slowly chipping away at people’s fundamental belief systems. The problem with the grail is, with one hand it shows us the truth of our real history, […]

The Way Of It

January 17, 2022 This spiritual awakening, it never went the way that I thought it would. It has been full of waves and troughs and sometimes just weird shit happening. After my father’s relationship with Capon fell apart, he explored transcendental philosophies, which often involved him dragging my 11 year old self to some lodge […]

The Shelf

October 2, 2021 Sat on a shelf, it was quite a strange unexpected place to be. I suppose that it started after the events of 1991–92. That year a number of events took place that were both filled with joy and incredible heartbreak. You might think that the birth of my probably not daughter would […]

The Tween

September 18, 2021 J.R.R.Tolkein in his trilogy “The Lord of the Rings” begins the series with the novel “The Hobbit”. In his fictional world, he describes young people who are in their late teens to early twenties as tweens. Here in this article I am using the term in the same manner, though it is […]

More on Eugenics

July 31, 2021 This is a clear example of how a stupid philosophy is taken to heart, unfortunately people like the former occupant of the Oval Office was heavily influenced by Eugenics. The following is disturbing.

Eugenics, One Messed Up Philosophy

July 18, 2021 The philosophy of Eugenics has led to some seriously messed up human behavior, see its astounding effects in our articles “Someone Is Going To Be Offended” & “What If” parts 1 & 2 Full credit for the following article is given to its author The Wild Story Of John Harvey Kellogg, The […]

It’s Not Looney But Only Barely

July 4, 2021 The above image perfectly exemplifies how I felt about myself during the late 1980s into the early 1990s. In previous discussions, I have at length spoken about the conditions that brought me to this point. My soul was trashed, and I had no idea of why, or even how I would get […]

Where was this God?

June 8 2021 My paternal grandfather, I knew him as Pappy, he was a hard cold man. Trying to get love and affection out of him, was like using a toothpick and thread to try to pull the island of Newfoundland closer to mainland Canada. I did not know him very well. All I really […]

PTSD

February 28, 2021 PTSD, also known as Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, occurs when an overly distressing or traumatic event has happened in your life. Over the past few decades, more information about PTSD has come to the forefront. Unfortunately, it can often take months to successfully diagnose PTSD, and patients may have to wait for months […]